Ain, Mirul,Acha, Bad, zarul

So, let’s talk about the orienteering event that I mentioned in my last post. This event was an event that changed my game forever I thought I can do the running guys but nah hahah joke on me.

Before we departed from our uni, I went out with Zarul that evening around 6pm-ish with his friend to send some stuff and then we grabbed some food. It’s around 7pm when I arrived at my room and the frustrating fact was I’m not packing yet... double thumbs up for myself. Do I need someone to lecture me about last minutes thingy? No I don’t because Zarul did that earlier. I did the packing stuff on time and I’m so proud of myself for not taking forever to get ready. (that day only). Zarul waited for me at the gate and we walked together to the place that we’ve been told earlier. Not forgetting the secret recipe’s cake that I got from Kak Oya. Before I left my room, Kak Oya approached and hands me the cake as yesterday was her birthday and my lazy DNA won’t turn back to my room to get a tupperware so I can give a slice to Muz. Muz redho and just asked me to take both slices BUT she wants replacement for that one slice of cake so I just said yes. (I’m typing this out so I won’t forget about my promise that I’ve made or else I gotta sleep at the outside of our room).

After settling with the form, we went into the bus. Ain, Mirul and both of us sat in the same row so be prepared for exciting adventure. The funny things is, I remembered about the trip that we went to Melaka for a camp and I sat beside Muz while was all alone.  I remembered how hurt it is when my hearts screamed that I WANT TO SIT BESIDE HIM but I can’t. That time baru pegang status skandal kan nk buat gena hm. But now, dreams do come true guys, we sat beside each other. Achievement unlocked. I slept on his shoulder most of the time so who need pillow anyways when you got your boyfriend’s shoulder.

We arrived at UTeM after spending hours on the bus. That morning was started with team’s registration. Nama team shafla detura weh even Mukhlis don’t want to mention that name haha. I think I was high during picking that name for orienteering. #noturningback . The replacement for Muz and Iem’s team was Mirul’s friend. (acha and bad) After warm up our bodies, we were getting ready for pelepasan mix category. The fun part was... a team supposed to have a guy and a girl but bad luck for acha and bad... had to join the pelepasan haha gay alert. The first checkpoint was the chancellery building and what did they expect from us ? we don’t even know the where the building located but we just follow team depan. Not even 30 minutes running... seorang deno yang berwawasan tinggi pancit uolls. Selalu jogging kawasan flat je, situ berbukit and my legs can’t handle that so I just made cute face to Zarul hoping that he will understand me but nah...kena bahan citer dia. After arrived at the chancellery building, they gave us the map and we must planned carefully because there’re 20 checkpoints that needs to be done.


We collaborated with Ain and Mirul’s team.. too bad that Ain and I couldn’t run anymore because their uni’s parameter are huge. So, we just walked and talked like there’s nothing happened while our boyfriend works hard to find all those checkpoints haha (must urut them for the hard works that they did). We find the checkpoints together until  Ain need to rest because she’s exhausted so I told zarul that I wanted to continue this race. (sebab nak smpai cepat punya pasal and that was the moment where you can test your partner hahah). I did ran with him because sebagai seorang bakal isteri yang selalu menyokong suaminya dari belakang.. I must ran with him. MUST.  But most of the time he asked me to wait somewhere while he’s finding the checkpoint. (menangis terharu di bucu katil). There’s one time where I already thinking about giving up but he decided to hold my hand while running. Hope jeles guys. So, I was holding his hand most of the time until the end.  The maximum time that they gave us was 2 hour and 30 minutes but during pelepasan, we set our timing. Guess what ... both of us finished at 2 hour 22 minutes. 8 minutes remaining. Anything is possible okay. Zarul asked me to cool down first before sit. I was so thirsty that I belasah 2 cup of redbull that day. #healthylyfe #fitforlyfe

The closing ceremony was about to start while Mirul’s arrived with his body was soaking wet. He said that he was so frustrated (can’t find the checkpoints) so he jumped into the lake nearby. Nice. All of us got medals which is nice and I can riak in front of my parent. So there’s lucky draw at the end of the ceremony so guess what... your girl ... yup this girl... got lucky that day. When they mention my number... I just like... eh, number aku kan tu then I stood up and asked ain for double confirmation and yup.. I’m lucky. I got hamper , that was the reason why everyone were targeting me.. for free food.

The finisher's medal
low quality pic


Amer (Recom's president)

We went back to our uni at 2pm-ish. Overall, even though there’re some incidents that made 4 of us hate and anti to that one guy... this was the great memories that I ever had. First event for Zarul and me as a team. I can see how patient is he melayan all my mengada and whatsoever. Thumbs up for Mukhlis as the program director and UTEM for this momentous event. I lost 1kg which is not bad hahah 13km lari bhai. Haha so that’s all about my last event. Zarul is at Jerai right now for GPMS’event. Hiking Gunung Jerai. He’s gonna be back on Sunday. Keep praying that his legs are tough to get to the puncak.


muka barai lepas race

Have a great Saturday guys.

Till we meet again hee bye.

p/s: little update 


Heart eyes emoji

    Ok maybe the last post is a little bit overrated so let’s just forget about it. Phew so it's already April. Time flies so fast aite? Actually, I'm really exhausted because this week is hella crazy. It’s all started on Friday. What's Friyay to me every week? None because this girl is a little over-active with her life these days. So I don't have any class on Friday but Muz told me that she wanted to send Sam off at bus station and I said I wanted to accompany her. That Friday morning I went to the library.. sort of acah study a bit but I just scrolled my phone, liking instagram's picture and other stuffs. Then I got messages from Ain, she said she was at cafe so I went to join her. We'd a little convo and Amirul joined us too. She got class at 10am so I don't have to worry leaving her alone there. (she's a little bit mengada when that time of the months arrived so I don't mind). 

    Muz picked me up after she finished her class and we started our journey. (Iem joined us too). The original planned was to send Sam at Pantai Remis but then his bus is not arrived yet so.. we decided to send him at his mum's school terus. Last minute planned always working guys. Always. After lunch at Taiping, we went back to uni and arrived at 1pm-ish but we're still hungry that we grabbed slurpee and hershey's ice-cream. I killed my diet guys. Rest well buddy. You'll be missed by me.... Do you think my journey end there? of course not.. after Muz parked at Armada 2.. this girl.. yeah your favourite girl is on fire.. which is me.. went to my boyfriend's car because we'd movie date with his friends. If only I knew about the word 'rest'.. definitely I would spend my evening on my comfy bed but haa nope. I choose my boyfriend over bed. #heislucky #wheretofindgflikeme We watched boss baby and Ain was right. That movie is actually good and the characters are so freaking cute that I was like 'awww' the whole time but I acted like nothing happened because zarul will actually bahan me for that so its a no. After movie, we'd a little date (we sent off his friends at armada and went out again) and having a fun convo.. its not a conversation actually, its more to bahan the wechat's couple. I can't dohh.. just by thinking of them make me wanna laugh. Like.. haih mudah terhibur betul lah. 

    Finally neno knew about getting tired so I arrived at my room at 8pm-ish that somehow I got Iem's messages about Anis's programme at 9pm. Lina asked us who joined the night trail to gather at 10pm so I joined Anis's programmed for a short time because I'd only 1 hour with them.

    You can see those photos (my hiking and Anis's leadership programme at my instagram).

    Pheww so that's my activities for this weekend. I only slept for 2 hour guys. *pat myself * 
You know.. even though I'm exhausted and need some good sleep.. I still want to meet him tho even he's kesian at me but sayang I don't care haa gittew.

    You know what I've been thinking these days.. thinking about how lucky I am. I read my journals every day. The day I fall for him thinking maybe its just normal crush and I can't get him because maybe he got a gf whatsoever and then the next page.. boom he's my boyfriend now. kelakar kan #fattahaminlovers The  fun things.. my feelings towards him don't fade I mean dude... I'm obsessed with this guy that my wallpaper, the back of my phone's case, and my journal is full with his face. Is it too over? hmm I can't help myself tho the hardwork that I did to attract his attention is phenomenal such as tried to get close with him, acting like I accidentally sent the wrong messages at him and others. omg I'm so embarassed thinking of what I did. kelakar kan its actually paid off. So girls, work hard okay but don't with others bf or what.. know your limit. 

    Every time I went out with him, it legit feel like it is our first time. Like the first day we met. I still got butterflies in my stomach tho every time he kissed my hand whatsover and my mind would say.. congrats gurl, this guy is yours.. for real. I should celebrate for this. 

    But after all this time, I guess maybe things happened at the right time because right now I try to live my life well.. if he does something that I don't like.. i choose to keep quiet. (if he saw this he will reply.. 'she choose to flight mode her phone for an hour actually'). Because I think.. its not worth to fight over little things because in the end of the day.. I'm the one who'll search for him because seorang wanita yang berwawasan 2020, berdikari dan mampu berdikari atas kaki sendiri need her man too. (facepalm). When was in my 1 series age.. (14 and above lah sekarang dah 2 series = 20). I want my man to keep my sticky notes that I give to him and the day of our perkahwinan he'll open the box that contains all of my notes throughout the years. If it happen to me.. omg he's the real deal tho but I don't put high hopes over this because that was my angan2 palsu back then. hahah I should sign in into joke's contest guys because I'm too funny. 

    Anyways, I'm hoping that this April month will be a good month to me and everybody. Pray for my tests this week to haih gonna hustle more. Oh and happy birthday to my brother, that Irfan one. Already 15 years old haihh. he's getting older tho.. and taller..... great.....

    Hee till we meet again.

    p/s: my whole body is still sore that zarul might piggyback me during orienteering next week. Pray for his back, muscles, bones and other joints.