Seventh Raya (22/7/15)

Bout' to drop an album

I've notice that I never posted post about my first Raya.. My first raya is kinda boring.. nothing interesting to share with you. But anyways I just meet my hot cousin, damn last time I saw him , he's still 12 years old. And now he worked at Perodua servis centre. Conclusion is.. my raya was hambar from day 1 - 6. But not hambar on seventh day because my friends and I had a very good day. (p/s: I got my mum's permission.. not sneaking out like I used to do back then hoho)

So Haziq, Ain & Mukh picked me up at my house at 11am. Mukhriz drove Haziq's car as Haziq's energy were drained and he need to sleep asap. We heading up to Sufi's crib and went to Dominoes. This time we ordered two large pizza because the last time we went there.. we ordered the small sizes of Pizza and me & Mukhriz were fightimg over the last pizza. Sadly, he won. While waiting for pizza to arrive. We shared a lot of stories about their placed.. em not we.. them. It seems fun to enter uni's life huhu. We took a tonned of selfies.. (I never posted in Instagram due to some people that acted rude towards my friends and I) You can checked it in my vsco. I wore white blouse with black jean. Ain and mukhriz wore striped shirt.. Sufi wore Arsenal's jersey. Haziq wore blue-black t's.

After spending a lot of time at dominoes.. (kalut menyembang politik, only me and sufi don't understand what they're talking about) we went to Bukit Air. It always happened when we were hangouts, plan benda lain.. jadi benda lain ugh. At first Mukhriz suggest to go to Empangan but then Sufi said it'll be hot due to that day weather. We took our shoes off. Fyi me, mukhriz & ain wore sneakers.. mana nk pi tau jd mcm ni lol. The highlight of day was the amount of efforts given to take a good shots for pictures. I almost fall into the water hahaha. Alhamdulillah 200+ pictures succesfully taken. Mukhriz's dslr, Ain and Haziq's iphone 6 became the victim. We spent a good time there. Somehow I feel very grateful to have them in my life.. despite a lot of bad things happened to us, we still stick to each other.

On the way home, we swap our kad raya. Ain's card is the cutest among all. For mukhriz, firstly I gave him a sampul raya.. I put my signed picture in there. He deleted my picture in his Ig so that's how I taught him. You can see his reaction video in my averroes account. ahahha I'm a bad friend told ya'. After all, I think they're that one kind of friends that everyone dying to have. Lawa, hensem, cerdik and the most important is that great atittude. God pull one person that so called friend to mine a long time ago in my life.. I never regret to forget her existence. Focus on what I had is enough.

Surround yourself with friends that willing to lift you up with them, not knocked you down and breaks your life.

Jupiter Venus

So yesterday is the first time after 2k years Venus and Jupiter meet each other and their position is side by side. Ya I can't see it from my house because it's blocking by house but my neighbour back there can see the clear view and he sent me the picture via twitter. Aww at least in the end they meet each other jugak so.. I took this advantage to poke Mukhriz. I sent him .. 

" weh sweet gila kan Jupiter dgn Venus meet each other after 2k years.. kita ni dah 6 tahun together, bila pulak turn nak duduk sebelah menyebelah?"

"pikapline (thumbs up emoji)"

Friends don't friendzone each other which is nice. A lot things happened to our friendship actually. By friendship I mean the whole people in the squad. Sadly I'd to remove Haziq  from my life for temporary. Ain met penyu (to me sir I kiut lagi doe). Sufi kind of menyepi (stadi kudd) emm. Can't wait for Raya to receive their cards. I wonder what written in there. kahkah back to old school. I easily get annoyed when someone forwarded messages to me through whatsapp or whatsover. There's no value in there. It's others words, not from her/himself. At least sent me things that came from yourself duhh. Speaking of that.. ya I'm in fight again with Syz. It's indirect fight. He updaye his ws status so he can roasted me, so I roasted him back in wechat. I just.. can't see him love another girl in front of me.. at least let me find my partner first so I won't care about him dah hmm I miss the old days. So many things have changed. ergh

I planned about making a story in wattpad. It's not kind of short story.. novel etc. I just want to write poem? kahkahkah deno tulis puisi doe. Someone plis simbah me with air bungaa 8 baldi. I know no one will ever read it so I could merapu whatever I want. The only escape daripada I bothering hidup org lain. Penat tau dak. Sendiri cari pasal sendiri sakit hati. I just.. want to be loved. Someone actually cared about me. I never been in love actually so I never had any experienced. So last time ain bebel at me because of my atittude.. she asked, what if one day you've a bf, if he merajuk what you gonna do? I simply answered, I'll let him be, pujuk la diri sendiri.. I don't care. Dia keluar hangout dengan girl lain pun aku tak kisah. And she said.. how could I treat someone like that.. maybe that's the reason I've bad luck in relationship . . . ahh another 6 years la I try again *annoyed*

I did edit my blog earlier tadaaa... change my header, picture etc. Today's 2nd July and I want to be a better person (lame) I should planned for my poem cover.. ( can't resist myself from laughing) anyways which me luck that no one will ever find those pitiful poems. I'm gonna cry if that happened. lolo bye #muahrightback

" If you enter into healing, be prepared to lose everything. Healing is a ravaging force to which nithing seems sacred or inviolate. As my original pain releases itself in healing, it rips to shreds the structures and foundations I built in weakness and ignorance."                - Ely Fuller "The Courage To Heal"

title of my blog ^^ :)